Today is my Saturday so with everyone at work and me being home alone was a little difficult. I stayed in bed for the most part, it felt so good just to be lazy. I woke up later than usual so I didn't have time to eat breakfast, but by then it was already lunch. I walked out to the kitchen and smelled a heavenly aroma of pizza. My little brother was heating up his leftover pizza and I even went over to the box to take a whiff. Proceeding to the garage to get my food I gave him the evil eye, and he smirked at me...... so frustrating! I get to the fridge to get the contents of which my lunch would consist of and there it is, right smack in front of me is a nice cold can of coke just taunting me. I quickly grabbed beef slices and an avocado. Yummm right?!? It was edible but I will def find another way to prepare it. After lunch I continued to be lazy, took a shower and waited for Daryl to come home. When he came home, he decided we should probably go get some free weights for today's workout. I had in mind that I would purchase some 10lb weights..... that was a joke, no way was I going to be able to do multiple reps with 10lbs. We found some 8lb weights that were suitable for me and Daryl grabbed some 20lb weights for himself. As we were driving away Daryl kept asking me if a spicy chicken sandwich from Carl's was illegal, I so badly would have loved a "bite" but proceeded to tell him yes its illegal. I was not looking forward to this video because my legs were all ready done from day 1. I have to admit this workout was way harder than I had anticipated. I was instantly nauseous after the second round of lunges and squats. BARFO-RAMA!!! I pushed on even though a lot of the contents on this video were hard for me to preform because of my horrible knees. I was a little disappointed that I couldn't do more than what I did. I battled to finish this workout, struggling to not vomit and take my time to do my best. Right after the torture of legs and back exercises I had to do 15 min of ab ripper. HOLY MOLY!!! I finished and gave Jr a high five and collapsed on my bed while he got in the shower. I was most definitely glad this workout is over. For dinner we went to Mariscos, a place we frequent every Friday with my parents. We go so often that the staff know exactly what we order and usually have it ready before we even take our seats. Today was different, I didn't get my usual tall mug of beer and I didn't order my normal quesadilla. Instead I ordered chicken fajitas with a side salad, no beans, no rice, no tortillas. It was filling and delicious, but to watch Daryl eat his taco and enchilada was upsetting. I just kept in mind that Ive already lost 5 lbs and I cant wait to see the end results and I'm on the right track. Day 4 was a struggle but I know there is more in store for me down the road, I'm going to take it one day at a time. This is proof that I am a real person having real difficulties and this is NOT EASY!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be a bit better and I'm looking forward to kenpo. Today is not going to hold me down or break me... I CAN DO THIS!!
Goodnight peeps....... 86 days to go
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